Surrender my love

Central America Rain Forest

In the insolate village area in the rain forest, the government had send a crew of medical doctors from doctor without borders. Gwendolyn Edwards was one of them. At twenty-two she is the most renowned top scientist and doctor of her generation. She is from a famous family known for their medical research that own most of the pharmaceutical companies in Europe. She got enough of her crazy and busy career; she needed to do something worth her giving knowledge, be able to help the less fortunate with medical care in the poorest country around the world. She had already gone to few regions of Africa and Asia. She had giving medicines without any cost to those countries and she didn’t ask for any salary for her work. Her parents are so proud and support her with love. She has two older brothers in the same field but they retired to help their parents with the pharmaceutical companies and in the medical diseases fields.
She has been at the village for six months already with the crew; they are ready to go home their jobs were done. Gwen went to the river down from the village to get some herbal plants. Something wasn’t right when she walked toward the village, it was too quiet usually she will hear noises from the children playing and running around. Then she heard gunshots in the air, on a stand still try to think quickly enough to react. She run towards the village and try to hide behind the trees that surround it. She saw men with guns every where in the village, they had gather the people in the center. She saw about four villager’s dead on the street close to where they had gathered the people. She looked for her crew found them among the groups; she saw that they had been pretty beat up. She knew that the guys weren’t going to stand there without fighting that was why they got hurt in the process. She told herself that hopefully that those rebels weren’t going to rape the women. She was thinking who was going to save them. She needed to go get help but how? Then she saw the rebels with a video camera filming the villagers and made two people of her crew to talk on the camera. She knew as soon as they broadcast that video that the government will send rescuer to help them but how soon they will get to them. Meanwhile she tried to hide without been seen.

PART#1
London, England

The Costa Rican government had contact the British government to tell them what had happen forward them the video broadcast of village. As soon as they got the news, they called all the families members of the crew from doctor without borders. But they saw the most important name on the list the one of Gwendolyn Edwards. Her parents are the most influence people in the British political arena since her first older brother is going to run to be the next Prime Minister for the country.
Her family got the news to meet with the British officials; they had assured her family they had send out a special commando with a team of twelve men. And those men are the best of top trained in their fields. Her parents and brothers got all the updates of the current situations. One of her brother noticed from the video that she wasn’t in it; with a sight of relief he didn’t know what to think of it. So he mentioned to the senior officer, he had known for sure that her sister was there in that village because she had e-mail him some pictures of her and her medical crew. And all of them were account it for except her, they did saw those bodies that were killed in the video but where was she? Her family hoped that those rebels didn’t done anything to her especially rape since she was such a beautiful woman. So much awful scenario went through their mind and they spoke out loud between them but they got other good scenario from the senior officer General Osborne. He had asked them to give him a picture of her and her crew; he was going to e-mail it to the captain in charge of the special commando named Jared Michael.
In the air on the C-17 globe master airplane on way to Central America Captain Jared Michael went over the mission with his men, they looked over the video footage of how many people are in that village and the list of name of the crew from doctors without borders. He will get soon all of their pictures via e-mail. Then he got a phone call from General Osborne he told him the situation with one of the doctor missing in the video and forwards him the picture of her with the rest of her crew.
Jared was worried how everything will turn out and how many persons him and his men will be able to save. It’s going to be a hard mission especially involving children to be witness the killing and violence around them. It wasn’t something new to him or his team, it was in their line of duty, their career it came with it. Talking to the General didn’t make things easier the ways he wanted things to be done, especially to find the one particular person and the importance that she is. How one person can change the out come of a mission and made like the others people didn’t matter, she have to come first according to his boss. Well Jared told himself that it was his mission, his men and the welfare of others human being are the most important than one person.
Jared rang up with his boss, went on the internet to check the e-mail that he received from headquarter. He read through their background and looks at their pictures. Especially one picture in particular he stared at it, the one woman that was missing from the group. At first he fought because of the wealth and her family name that she got her job but the background on her was very impressive, intelligent and knowledgeable on survival skills. The woman he looked at was younger. He fought she will be at least in her mid- thirty or more like the rest of her crew. He wondered how she can be in charge of a team of doctors that were much older than her; she could be one of their student interns instead. He looked at her date of birth she is younger than him by ten years, very beautiful with long light golden brown hair and deep shade of green eyes. She looks so pure and innocent. He was worried about her welfare. A woman beautiful like her how long she will survive among those rebels; he had the same scenario like her family and his boss. But according to the info she was missing from that village there was hope that she might be hiding somewhere and be alive or the worst being rape and left it for death.

Meanwhile in the forest Gwen tries to find any things that could be eatable. She stayed close to the village and kept an eye on it to see anything got worst or stay stable. She felt weak from lack of nutrition’s but she need it to be strong she knew that they will send rescuers; she knew that her family will send the best. Since she is a scientist and knowledgeable of nature environments, she told herself she will survive but she was so worried about the villagers and her crew. Hopefully those monsters rebels aren’t killing any more people since they killed four already she had more concern about the women please do not rape them telling herself. She blends with her surrounding by camouflage herself she wasn’t clean but it was necessary.
At the village the leader of the rebels was please with the government response he knew because of the international aid workers there will be a trade off.

Costa Rica, British Military airbase

The government couldn’t figure it out how a leak went out about those aid workers being there their own military took them to the village. No one else knew the location except the two countries top people from the government. They got a team of investigators to solve the issues. If there were any casualties they will have the answers for it.
Captain Jared and his men gear up with their equipments ready to go the village. They went over the rescue plan again and planned out another rescue tactics in case of miss haps. In the past his other team was caught by the enemies all of his men died except him and two others. They got starves and tortures for six months until another team came to rescue them. The other two men became his best friends they still have nightmares, they are coping the best ways they can by supporting each others but their relationships with women were a disaster. He told himself that it would never happen again every mission he went on he made sure that his men came back alive. He was glad that his best friends joined his team it will be less casualty and less worries for him. It has been two weeks now that they got the video footage it took them a long time to put things into places without any political issues involving.
It was midnight by hiking they reached twelve kilometers before they reach the village into the forest Jared has split three teams of four men and each of his best friends took one team. Each of the team will be staying around the village areas by monitoring the rebels for a night at least to be familiar with the layout of where every ones were located with night vision and thermal goggles and stay well hiding without being detect it. They need it to act as soon as possible before the government release their real leader for a trade off with the doctors. They have less than three days it’s going to be morning already then they have only twenty four hours.
Jared gives his group to get some rest he usually doesn’t sleep at all even his two friends because in their experiences when they tried to sleep on a mission they got nightmare so they preferred to be on a night watch instead but at least it made the rest of his teams at ease and confident that they were save. His group station their camp close to the river Jared wondered and followed the river to see if it will end somewhere because it wasn’t on his map probably that was too small to be on it maybe it was created not too long ago by thermo logical changed from the weather. He looked ahead and saw a small water fall on the rock wall of the bottom of a hill and walked toward it.
Gwen had found a wonderful discovery a place of sanctuary a little cave under a water fall the first week that she arrived at the village that it was where she’ll go to get away from her stressful days from the sick villagers and the ones whom were dying from the disease outbreak, that was why they were there at the first place. In her hide out where Gwen was sleeping she heard a weak noise in the air she though that was unusual in her location especially being there for months no ones had came around her area. She woke up silently thinking how she would be able to see in the darkness what was out there and try get out from the small cave she was in behind the water fall. She was scared if it was one of the rebels or more checking out different area she told herself. What to do she was thinking she didn’t have anything to protect her except a small knife that she used to cut the herbal plants. In her mind she was praying that was a wild animal or any kind of animal species from the forest.
From the brightness of the moon as guidance she was about to step out from the cave through the fall then she saw a hand piercing through the water she was trying to back away but it was too late she froze someone just grab one of her arm panic with her knife in her other hand starts to stab on what was holding her, she was sure that was a hand couldn’t see well she was stabbing at something from every directions without making a sound she heard her knife broke and sound of the blade hit the rock. Jared saw a shadow behind the fall from shinning light of the moon he came closer put one of his hand through the fall he felt that he had grab something or someone. Then he felt the stabbing pain on his arm with full force he pull the person with his other arm still kicking and fighting he could feel it and the body hit his chest he locked the person from behind with tight pressure got control of the two hands. Still holding his captive tightly he pulled themselves out of the fall then he turns the body around to see the person face. He was bleeding but he didn’t care thankfully he had put his body armor vest. With the moonlight fading out and the morning sunrise coming up Jared looked down on a woman face cover with mud, she looked up at him and times stand still between the two of them.
Her voice broke the silence surrounding them. “Let me go, let me go.” Still looking at him it was hopeless he was too strong then she realized that he doesn’t look like the rebels from the village. “Are you here to safe us?” He looked at her watery beautiful green eyes tears dripping down, it’s must be her and said “Yes, just calm yourself down I’m not going to hurt you”. “Are you Gwendolyn Edwards?” “Yes.” Slowly he releases her.
Gwen calmed down a little and suddenly started to hug him then says “Thank you.” They walked out slowly from the water to the ground path then sat down. They got both wet a little he could she her face got a little cleaner, didn’t matter to him how dirty she was, she looked beautiful he was thankful that she didn’t get into any harms. Jared still didn’t speak any words yet. Gwen was so great full that someone finally came to safe them and asked “Are you the only one that came to save us”. “No, my team is here with me, we just got here about couple hours ago, we did checkout the village and evaluated where everyone was located around the village. I let my team to rest a little and split a team of three with four men around the village areas, we have twenty four hours to rescue your crew.” Gwen was much relaxed now she saw blood on her hands and realized that she had stabbed him. “My god, I hurt you please let me look at your arm.” She rolled up his sleeve and saw the damage she had done to the poor man. “I’m so sorry, I have some medical herbs that I made in the cave, and we need to get it. It will help with your cuts please let go back. Don’t you think that you need to inform your team your where about.”
She was right he called his team and inform them where he was and that he’ll be back shortly in half an hour.
Instead of going through the waterfall she took him to a different entrance of the cave it was behind a shrubbery on the rock wall of the hill. The morning sunrise was up they could see each other better now following her from behind he saw that her clothes were very dirty and thorn up her skin was so dirty that it turned black on her, he thought she had access of water why isn’t she clean herself. In the cave he saw a lot of banana leafs and a banana cushion stuff with a lot of grass on the floor probably that where she was sleeping in his mind that was very imaginative and exotic fruits beside it. There was a small extinguish fire couple feet a front of it probably made a fire the old fashion way then some empty coconuts and a wooden basket with dry herbs and fresh ones. “Please can you clean your arms with water then I need your undershirt to use as bandages”. Jared followed her orders, he removed his jacket, and his army shirt and his body armor vest then his undershirt. She just staired at his chest it was a beautiful built hard body. Jared looked up after removing his clothing he could see that she blushed even under all that dirt on her face. She moved closer to him with her basket on hand and started to put ointment on his arm. “Oh, mine it looks a little too deep those cuts it might need stitches but for now that will do until we get to your camp. I’m sure you have medical equipment. Do you?” “You are not a person that talks much”. “No I’m not; we do have medical equipment in one of our gear. I’m doing fine don’t need to worry”. “Obviously I don’t have too it seems you had been through worse according to those scars on your body”. She rips the undershirt and starts rapping his arms then she was done. “We have to go our times almost up before my men are going to look for me, I mean us”.
She listened and went with him. She asked him “You never told me your name.”
“My name is Captain Jared Michael, I need you to listen to me and follow my orders don’t forget that we are still in danger and not save yet until we get all of you rescue”. They arrived to his camp and all his men came up towards him. “What do you mean much earlier that your team has twenty four hours to save us and please don’t try to hide things from me be honest about the situations we are in”. His mind was somewhere else, he didn’t answer her questions. He was too preoccupied with his men. She was a few feet from them she could hear their conversations. They just ignored her if she wasn’t even there. He told his men about her, they gave a quick look at her then continued their conversations.
Late in the afternoon the other two groups arrived, Jared’s best friends gave him an updates they sat all around the camp and talk about strategies into their plans that already been set up they will move to action at night fall. His best friends Owen McGuire and Ian Westwood asked him if the airbase contacted him about when they are going to send a plane to pick them up he gave them an answer but she couldn’t hear clearly just few pieces of the conversation. Gwen approached Jared by tucking on his jacket then he turned around. He had totally really forgotten about her then said “Is it something that you require?” “Oh, sorry I forgot to introduce you to my men, guys this is Miss Gwendolyn Edwards as you know these are my men”. They introduced themselves then left her alone but she was still standing beside Jared. His other teams went back to their camps and his men went for a look out to let him rest since he was up all night. He noticed that she was still holding his jacket then looked at her. She started to say “Jared I’m hungry do you have any foods and any medicines for fever.” “Come with me”. He took her to one of the tree behind the high grasses there were wooden boxes stamped with the words said British Military weapons then behind it were some back packs he opened one of them and pulled out a bottle of water, two compact foods care packages and from the other bag a bottle of Advil. He hand it to her.
“Thank you, are you not eating too.” “No I need to get some rest after you eat you should do the same and please do not leave here for your own safety.” He just leaned on the tree then closes his eyes. She didn’t know the man sleeping affront of her she finds him very handsome and his men weren’t so bad looking either but she was attractive to Jared from their first accouter. He was tall with dark chestnut brown hair with the most magnificent blue eyes. She tried to evaluate him and the situations that had happen between the two of them if she could understand him or figured out his personality. She started eating, took two pills of Advil then looked at Jared sleeping. What wrong with her thinking of those things in a moment like that. She was glad that finally they are going to rescue those people; she doesn’t even care if those rebels died they deserved it as long as her friends and the villagers are safe. She’s wonder if she could help in any way than doing nothing, she knows the areas very well by going about from the village to the cave plus she was well under cover with those dirty clothes on her. She though that she looked pretty ugly, oh well too bad she need it to be for her own survival.
She was ready to go to the village no matter the answer she will get from Jared she will come along with them. She hated to be useless now that she had the proper equipments to protect herself. She put on a jacket with a body armor vest under it that she took from one of the wooden boxes and some grenades then a handgun since she didn’t know how to use the heavier bigger weapons. She tries to load the handgun without making a noise under her jacket, suddenly she got startle when she heard Jared’s voice “What are you doing dressing up like that, it’s hors of the questions.” “You can’t stop me, don’t even think to tide me up I’m going with you I know the areas better than you or your men and I know how to use a gun”. She was lying to him the only gun she knew how to use was a hunting shotgun she fought was no any difference. “Fine then stay close to me and remember do as I tell you. You should rest a bit in few hours we are going to the village”. “No, I don’t need it you think that I’m stupid!” “Oh, fine woman! Do as you please spoiled brat!” Both furious he left her alone, he called his men to come back to the camp and talked through his Bluetooth headset to the other teams to tell them when they’ll meet up at the village.
His men came back told him that it was clear that they can proceed. They geared themselves up with their arsenal weapons, hides the rest of their equipments. She felt so tiny around him and his men. His team wasn’t a talkative group; she guesses they were here to do a job than being social. She knows the reasons of men and women by being in the marine, the air force or the army the sacrifices they made for man kind.
Being in a special commando must to be hard in their lines of work after she saw Jared’s body scar. She wondered if they are married and have family waiting for them to come home then wonder if Jared has a wife and children all those questions but no answer. She can’t believe that she is attractive to Jared; she doesn’t know anything about the man.

Part#2

They went toward the village smoothly quietly; suddenly they stopped to a halt. Jared blocked her with one arm to make her stop. There was a wire probably been set up by the enemies they had put some traps close up to the perimeter of the village. She was thankful to never come close to get herself kill she always watched for afar. Jared and one of his men were disabling the wire and the trap that was attached to it, there were probably more to come. He contacted the other teams to know if they were ready to move in at his signal and reminded them to watch out for the traps around the areas. They already knew where every rebel was located in the village, there were a total of forty men that they counted hopefully they didn’t miscounted.
She told herself what she was thinking coming along how stupid she felt but said that she had been in worst situations in the war zone country it was different circumstances.
Because she was operating on injured men or women that came close of dying not going to shoot on people or kill them. Will she have nightmare from killing a person especially when she never kills someone? There were rebels on a look out and night watch his other teams on the other side took care of them.
They moved along and hide behind the village hut Jared told her where her crew and the villagers were then told her that him and his men are going to do a silent kill with the rebels whom were sleeping if she hears a noises or a gunshot he told her to hide and get out without being seen. Then said “Do not try to go help your crew since I told you where they were that is our job, I want you to be alive not died so do the smart things for your safety do not think with your feelings”. She just nodded; she doesn’t even know how she’ll be reacting when she’ll be facing danger. She watched them kill the rebels one by one with no incidents until a few shot went up. Oh! No what had happen everything went smoothly until now? Noises start to break out; some of the rebels were shouting, children and babies crying then guns firing everywhere and some explosions started in some part of the village it was chaos. “Please stay out of sight and do what you have to do survive you understand me girl.” With a confident tone and a courageous one she said “Don’t worry about me you can see I had survive didn’t I”. Shot come towards them in reaction they fire back at them they keep moving, keep shooting; he decided to stay with her instead there was too many rebels. “I though you were going to join your men, I’ll be fine”. “No, I changed my mind you are going to need help, my men gave me a count of how many they had killed I added yours and mine there are still more of them left”. To his surprise she handles it well. They went toward the hut where the children and women were look inside the hut some children run to her and hug her she tell them in their native tongue to come out. Jared communicated with his others team asked them if they got the men and the doctors, asked if there were any casualties and how many that got injure. They told him yes and few of the villagers and doctors got injured but nothing major, she was happy to hear it. He told them to move them out and meet each other at the camp site and asked again how many of them they kill so far. She asked him “How do you keep count on how many men you had kill especially with so many other surrounding you? “It part of our training plus we have doing it for years.” “Lets go we need to keep moving and get out the village there are still ten rebels left”. They instructed the villagers. Then three rebels shot at them, she saw another aiming at the children she runs towards tries to get them out the way and the shots got her but she didn’t care. Jared had killed them instantly then realizes that the children tried to hold her up. She has been shot terrified he came quickly to her. He held her in his arms and looked where she got shot. “I’m alright let move on before more show up.” But she wasn’t fine he saw where the gunshot were, one was on her right arm the other one on her left leg. With out saying anything he carried her up into his arms then tells the villagers to keep moving. She felt light head it her head was spinning she was about to faint and she did. She woke up just a few minutes later opened her eyes then realize that she was in Jared arms leaning on his chest even under that body armor vest she can hear his heart beating so fast and his breathing was calm. Then said “Thank you Jared.” That was her first time she ever said his name.
They got everyone out they got to the camp site Jared’s teams were all there with the rest of villagers and her crew. From the explosions the village got burned everyone was safe few injuries on some of them including herself. Her friends came towards them and said “Oh! God is you Gwen you are hurt please put her down we need to take care of her and please bring us some medical supplies we need to attend to her injuries and to the others”. He did as he has been told. He went towards his men asked for a new update and tells them to help out with the doctors. In meanwhile he and his best friends try to reach the base for them to send aircrafts. The mission went well even there were few incidents. The aircraft came within an hour and everyone got their injuries tend it for. They were on their ways to the base. He didn’t a chance to check on her since she was surrounding by her friends.

At the base everyone was being looking after by the aid workers. Jared’s teams got congratulated by their head officer; Jared was talking to the general Osborne about the faith of the villagers. By a knot on the door they got interrupted. General Osborne said “come in”. It was Gwen on a wheelchair push by someone and other people coming towards them. He remembers her family’s picture in the file and it was them with her. Jared saw the smile on her face he just looked at her memorize to see how even more gorgeous she looked all clean up with make up. She was wearing a beautiful summer dress. General Osborne said “I’m glad you are safe Gwen your family was so worry including me my dear, I see you meet up with your family they have been here the whole times. Jared I want to introduce you Christopher and Emily Edwards and their sons Matthew and Ethan”. Jared hand shakes them. Then her family starts to thank him and his few times at Jared without letting him aware of it. She wonders why he didn’t talk to her, after what they had been through together at least ask her how she is doing, he doesn’t even care a little or it was just a mission. Then her family said their farewell to him and his men, she asked her brother to push her wheelchair toward him. “Thank you Captain Jared again for saving me, hopefully some days we meet again but this time in a safer environment”. Suddenly she pulled on her brother then he held her up, with a little step she hugs Jared. Said softly beside his ear “Bye, I’ll miss you”. She gave him a kiss on his cheek then fall back on her wheelchair. She couldn’t believe that he didn’t even open his mouth to say something not even a good bye. She told herself she must forget about him, how stupid she was to fall in love at first sight with a stranger she only spend three days in his company. Jared told himself how he will ever forget a beautiful woman like her. How hard he was on Gwen without saying a word to her or even a good bye now it was too late. He’s fooling himself to think a woman of her statues will ever care for a man like him. And even so he doesn’t know how to treat a woman like Gwendolyn Edwards she was out of his league since the failed mission of the past him and his best friends couldn’t hold on a relationship with a woman because of their nightmares and harshness of their heart they couldn’t open their feelings towards them.
Gwen had found out so much about Jared and his crew background from her family. He wasn’t married and some of his men were. She asked about the welfare of the villagers, her family told her that they have to clean up the mess there first then they are sending aids workers to rebuilt the village, and reassured her that they will be military presence to protect them and some of her crew will stay longer to help out. They told her that she needs to go home to rest and to recuperate from her injuries than to stay with her crew that she’ll be useless. She agreed there was no point for her to stay especially when she knew Jared’s team going to stay put to help with the rebuilding for her to be there will be hurting her more knowing that Jared won’t talk to her or do anything with her. They will leave early tomorrow morning back to England. She felt a little better she doesn’t need the help of wheelchair just kluges she supposed to go to dinner with her family and her crew but she declined knowing that Jared might be there the excuse she gave her parents was that she was weary, needs sometimes alone.
Jared wonders why Gwen didn’t dine with them he told himself that he couldn’t blame her if she didn’t want to see his face. Gwen walked around the quarter where Jared and his men were staying trying to find out where Jared’s room was then she bumped to one of his friend Owen and asked him where Jared was at the moment and his quarter. Owen was a bit surprise to see her around here and especially asked about where his friend was. He told her that he just left him that he was still with his other crew members and told her where his quarter was but that he won’t be back there for a while. She said thank you to Owen then turned back. He looked at her walking back wondering if she has fallen for his friend; it’s always happen when woman gets save by a good looking man. It has happen a few times among them but never work out.
Gwen walked back she knew that he was still looking at her when she came to a corner turn she just stayed there until he left. She waited about ten minutes then slowly looked out to check if he was gone. No one was there then she tried her best to walk silently with her kluges thankfully the path way to Jared’s quarter was a smooth walk way. She hoped that he had come back. She was at his door and knot on it she was so nervous and afraid to be disappointing it if their talk didn’t go the way she was hoping. Then the door opened Jared was standing there with no shirt on she just have her mouth open the words didn’t want to come out. Slowly said “Hi, I need it to see you. Are you going to let me stand here?” Then he back up a little to clear the way for her to get in, in the process she trip and fall into Jared arms. “Are you alright.” “Now you are asking me if I’m fine, how you can be so insensitive to not even to talk to me since we left the village.” He closed the door behind them still holding her. She was still in his arms when she looked up at him could see he was still in chock. “What are you doing here, isn’t your family going to look for you”. “Stop worrying so much about everything, no my family isn’t going to look for me I just talked to them before I left to come to see you they probably think that I’m sleeping by now”. “I told you why I’m here to see you”. “I think you need to go back aren’t a proper place for you to be”. “Oh! My god stop with this proper manners of yours can we just have a civilize talk between the two of us I didn’t want our good bye to end like that and don’t push me away and stop staring at me like that I’m not a ghost.” Still in his arms she hugs him tightly didn’t even matter if one of her arm was hurting. Their faces were an inch apart she had her soft lip on him now then she gives him a kiss.
Jared gave into her kiss by deepening it he couldn’t control is hunger for her any more how can’t he controls himself and his emotions with her kiss him. Their rhythm was in a fast pace and the room was so silent that they could only hear their breathing. Her hands through his hair the kisses intensify she kissed him until there was no air and that she couldn’t breathe then broke off the kiss. During the kisses he has zipped down her dress she was standing a front of him naked. Did she really plan that coming to him without nothing under her dress didn’t matter to him now he couldn’t control himself he wanted her. Instantly quickly Gwen continued kissing then move on to his chest she didn’t want to let him think just to react on his needs. It has been a long time for the both of them they didn’t have intimates relationship with any one for so long.
Since he was shirtless the only thing left was his pants that was easily came out. Now they were both naked all while dragging him towards her and twisting their bodies together against the love seat she able to push herself against his torso until she found the right position and he pulled her even closer. He filled her so wonderfully; he knew what do with what he had. The pleasure was so deep and so real. The feelings were so deep, so joyous, and it went on and on if they could only do this forever.
They made love wonderfully, a heated it moment of passion. She felt so peaceful with him, she was weary getting sleepy then Jared got up slowly told her “Please Gwen you need to go I don’t know what got over me. You should try to understand we are from two different worlds don’t make it harder.” Gwen was so furious and upset beyond words then said to him “Fine that is the ways you really want, you don’t want us to have a chance together that was mine mistake I’m a fool to believe that you will return my affections.” She got dressed turned to look at him to see his facial expressions she couldn’t read him. Jared was confused didn’t know what to say to her, it wasn’t often that a woman really have genuine affections for him usually in the past the women he dated it was just about sex and no commitments. He couldn’t look at her in the eyes. Gwen said “then it is good bye Jared.” She limped to her kluges then walked out the door. Gwen was hoping that he will come after her but he didn’t happen. Her heart got stumble on by a heartless man with no feelings. She told herself she should have listen to her head instead of her heart.
Jared was still in disbelieving what had transcended between him and Gwen. He did try his best to keep his distance from her but in the moment of temptation he couldn’t resist can he really surrender his heart to this woman that he barely knows. The attractions were there since even the first time he saw her picture he was drawn to her. Something about her made Jared at peace with himself and made him surrenders his guards down every times she was around him. Can he surrender his love to this courageous beautiful woman with the most caring and generous heart?
The next morning Jared went to look for Gwen hoping that she didn’t left yet, he was going to try to explain about him towards her and especially to apologize for his poor manners. Can Gwen ever forgive him for his heartless actions and give him another chance. It was too late the general told him that they had left very early due to her family schedule arrangement. Owen and Ian came to see him later that afternoon they could see something different on their friend face and he was very quiet around them. Owen asked “Jared what is happening to you, are you going to tell us or you want me to give you my versions.” Ian said “You can always try to ask us for advices we don’t know if it is going to help.” Then Jared explained to his best friend what had occurred between him and Gwen. Owen told him about his past experiences that he needed it to go after Gwen. Then said “If you don’t take a chance you will never know the outcome at least you know for sure if there is really something between the two of you.” Ian said “you have nothing to loose.”“Think hard enough what you really want but don’t wait too long.”
Gwen went back to her regular life she used too in England. It took her a while to get back on track, she kept herself so busy that she got exhausted; she needed to get away from the city so she went to work in Manchester. No matter what she was doing her mind was still with Jared. She felt stupid by believing in romance with a man like him who couldn’t care less, she was only a one night stand to him.
It has been couple months now Jared still felt miserable having Gwen haunting him in his dreams was harder than he though to forget about her. He though back at the conservations that he had with his friend’s couple months ago they were right he needed to go after her hopefully it wasn’t too late.
He asked for a leave of absent from his boss to take time off. He took the first flight out to England. He was hoping that Gwen will a least let him talk to her, according to the files he got early before the mission he got all the information’s he needed to find her. He arrived at one of the research center in Manchester where she worked. He asked the front desk if he could see her, the clerk told him that she went to the Werneth Low country park. It was going to be harder than he fought to find her in that park but knowing her he had an idea where she might be. The only area that she might be was where the orchard, herb gardens and croft picnic area. So he drove to the park and asked the Country Park Ranger for directions. Remembering that she had treated him with a herbal paste for the stabbing on his arms he went to the herb gardens first. He looked through the little crown there and found her smelling at some herbs. He was approaching her, she swing her head a little then look towards his directions. Gwen was shocked to see him, she was wondering if she was dreaming again. Jared kept moving towards her. Gwen stood frozen thinking that her mind it’s playing trick again she thought it’s probably just someone that look like him so she turned her back and bend dow to pick up her bag on the floor. As she put her hand on the bag handle Jared was trying to do the same she looked up face to face looking into his eyes, times went to a stand still it’s him. Jared was holding her hands then said “Hi, Gwen.” She was speechless she opened her mouth but words couldn’t come out fast enough then suddendly Jared kissed her.The kisses were fierce so deep , so passionate so much with hunger. She wasn’t dreaming her mind went back to reality broke off the kiss she tried to push him off but he was holding her too thigh. Then she said “Jared please let go off me or I ‘ll scream and make a scene.” Jared let her go by loosing up his harms but still remaining close to her. “You can’t just come here after all that times and forget what you had done to me.” Jared said “Please let us seat on that bench and let us talk.” Both were seating down then he started to speak first “I’m so sorry for the ways I had treated you, can you at least let me apolozige to you and hear me out then you can deceide if you still want to talk to me or see me again.” She just nodded couldn’t believe herself that was really Jared coming for her just the ways she had it in her dreams. He told her that it wasn’t the right ways how they left things between them he opened up to her by saying that he didn’t know how to trust people anymore, and he sure as hell didn’t trust fate about the matter of love. And that he wasn't sure what that occur between them was really love.Jared said “Please Gwen can you give me another chance to make things right between us.” It was the first times she ever saw Jared to talk her more than one minutes and to see him opening up himself to her made Gwen even more soft hearted and forgiven. “Oh Jared did you know how long I was waiting for this moment, I was going to give up on us.” “Please don’t, I’m here now I’ve missed you so much we can spend times together and get to know each other more if you don’t care for me I’ll g back where I came from.” Gwen answered him back “You idiot I think you know about me more than I know about you, you’ll think I’ll let you go now that you are here.” “I’ll fall in love with you the first time I saw you even I was scared of my wits because I didn’t know you or anything about you. It was love at first sight for me Jared; I’ll give you all my love in a moment if you care for me.” Jared was so overwhelming with happiness by just her words he couldn’t but to kiss her. Then he stopped and said “I love you, I adore you. I‘ll spend the rest of my life showing you just how much if you let me.”.” Gwen was so happy by his confessions of love but realized it wasn’t going to work then asked him “So it means you are staying here for awhile then you have to go back to your military life I won’t be able to have you go back to that career Jared I think that you are right we are not in the same world.” Jared expected that from her then told her “I’m willing to give up on my career to be with you, or I won’t be here right now with you if I wasn’t sure of myself. I need you Gwen you are the only one that care for me and willing to forgive me for my heartless heart you understand me more than you ever know. You are my salvation, you made me believe in love again.” Gwen’s heart was beating so fast, tears were dripping down on her cheek; Jared whipped her tears away and said “I love you.” Then Gwen said “I love you too and for always.” Jared asked her “You really mean it.” “Yes, Jared I love you.”