Sunday, September 26, 2010

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

Monday, September 20, 2010

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This is beautiful make me miss my country so much.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

The obsession of an ex-lover.

Chapter 1

Princess Isabella was trying to settle all her affairs before she was leaving to Japan. She’ll be staying at Princess Sakura palace. Her brother Prince Rafael was already there since Sakura’s baby was due in three weeks. Princess Isabella was five months pregnant. The news tabloids were already in frenzy with her personal life they were assuming that her pregnancy was from Cristiano. Labelling out that all the questions whenever she should be back with Cristiano or not or the baby will make any differences for their relationship to be remaining stronger. Princess Isabella and Fernando ignored all of it. Since her break-up with Cristiano Princess Isabella kept her private relationship with Fernando very discreet from the media and the public. Being royalty and a celebrity artist singer made it very difficult for her to have a normal private life. Princess Isabella and Prince Rafael got customized from her celebrity status since the days they came back home. Fernando understood also since he became one of the most famous tennis players for their country. Princess Isabella understood Princess Sakura of her choices. Princess Isabella knew that Princess Sakura had to adjust to her new life when the times will come for her marring her brother Rafael. Princess Sakura told her that she’ll return to her country after the birth of her child and whenever she was ready to go back home they’ll go back together. Princess Isabella wanted some relax times and privacy just temporary for awhile until her baby will arrived and be able to spend times with her own child before to show it to the world. Fernando planned to be present for the baby birth so he’ll be joining her a month early. Only a small entourage will be going with her to Japan. Of course Oliver Quinn, Maria her maid and her butler Lopez. She didn’t need a lot of security as long as Oliver Quinn was present he was qualify enough to protect her alone. Today it was her last day in her country she’ll be out from public eyes for a long and her new album won’t be release until next year she didn’t need to do any promotions talk shows interviews. She’ll see Fernando in three weeks since he’ll be there for joining them for Princess Sakura baby birth and the baptism with her grandfather. Princess Isabella already announced to the press that she’ll be taking a leave from her royal duties just temporary to concentrate on having her baby due to her stress level of her schedules.
It had been five months since her break-up with Cristiano. He was still calling her she talked to him as usual and normal with mentioning Fernando. Once in awhile they’ll have lunch or dinner together Cristiano was still trying to convince her that their relationships can be able to be safe as long as she’ll give it a chance. And he was asking about the baby all times Isabella found it difficult to tell him that wasn’t his child. She decided finally to tell him the true that it wasn’t his child and he kept asking who the father was if he wasn’t. She told him that he didn’t have the right to know who was the father was as long as it wasn’t his child. He didn’t believe her so she stopped talking or seeing for over a month now. Princess Isabella mentioned to Fernando he told her not to worry about it he’ll get over it when she’ll cut him off of her life completely. Isabella felt so bad for the ways things ended with Cristiano she did loved him and still had some feelings left in her heart. But she couldn’t be marry to him when she was in love with Fernando she thought she was in love with Cristiano it was just a fascination crush of her favourite soccer player. Cristiano treated her with a lot of affections and love something that she told herself that she wasn’t worth it since she couldn’t be honest with her feelings towards him.
At the palace Princess Isabella wanted to spend her last few hours with Fernando before leaving to the airfield. Oliver Quinn came to her by requesting to do a security check at the airfield before she’ll get there then he’ll be back to the palace to escort her. Princess Isabella told him wasn’t necessary for him to get back to the palace it was just going to waste more times she told him that she’ll meet him there on times for boarding. Princess Isabella knew Oliver of his protections she assured him that everything will be fine she even let Fernando talked to him. Oliver had concerns since he took over the job of being her head of security he had never been separate from Princess Isabella. He was afraid that something will go wrong during his absence. He didn’t want to think about it or jinx the outcome of him not being with there to protect Princess Isabella. At the airfield Oliver had checked all the surrounding and the plane mechanical manifest for safety. Oliver wondered if Princess Isabella got hold up a little longer at the palace. He didn’t get a call from her usually at all times Princess Isabella gave him a call if she was slightly going to be late. It wasn’t the case he started to worry a little it was unusual for Princess Isabella to be running late she was always punctual for everything. Meanwhile at the palace Princess Isabella was ready to leave she said her good-bye to her grandfather and Fernando. Princess Isabella was on the road towards the airfield from her limo window she noticed that she had arrived to the airfield quicker than she fought. When the door of the limo opened it wasn’t her regular driver greeting her she started to get a little suspicious since she had the same driver for years. He asked her politely to get out Princess Isabella got out she didn’t want to be force of by him. As soon as she stepped out she saw a private plane then Cristiano standing right there then walking towards her. Her cell phone started ringing the stranger from the limo told her not to answer phone then to give him her purse to him. Princess Isabella was getting worried and confused especially seeing Cristiano everything didn’t made senses to her.
Oliver tried to reach her on her personal cell phone no answers then the royal limo phone still no answer then he called at Fernando. There wasn’t any answer from either one of them finally after so many tried he got Fernando. Fernando told him that Princess Isabella left long ago she should get to the airfield on times as expect it. Oliver told him that she didn’t arrived asked Fernando if he could reach their limo driver or to find out where he was located to get any answer from him. Fernando acted on it right away on locating their driver through his cell phone GPS at the meantime Oliver was trying to locate Princess Isabella through her cell GPS also. At the other airfield Cristiano men were high qualify assassins they knew how to kill people without no regret or remorse. Princess Isabella was the first to say a word to Cristiano she asked: “What’s the meaning of this Cristiano? Why am I here?” Cristiano said: “Just get in the plane with him and I’ll tell you.” Princess Isabella answered “No, not until you tell me why all those men here are?” Cristiano said “Get in the plane Isabella.” Princess Isabella had no choice she listened and go into the plane. She knew that she couldn’t run or do anything she was all alone. Right at the moment she wished that Oliver Quinn was with her and makes this nightmare to go away. Inside the plane she sat down Cristiano talked to his goons gave them some instructions. He was seating down next to her and said: “We’re going to a special place that no one will find us. I had found an island somewhere in the pacific and built a beautiful palace for us and the baby.” Princess Isabella said: “You know my family will be looking for me, I can’t just disappear out of thin air.” Cristiano replied “Not when I send the news broadcast a video of your plane blew up in the air and the whole world will mourn your death.” Princess Isabella was panicking thinking she’ll never see her family and her love ones. She couldn’t believe Cristiano turned up to have an obsession with her. Princess Isabella was already stress and exhausted by the events her head was spinning she started to faint. Cristiano put her into a comfortable sleeping position of the plane sofa. Meanwhile at the airfield Fernando and Oliver got into the royal private plane got communication with the royal airbase to track any suspicious plane in the air flying at the times all the planes left the airfield that was going to an unusual destinations. Fernando didn’t want to give the bad news to Rafael not long ago they had to Sakura now Isabella. He couldn’t hide it from Rafael especially a matter like that his sister meant too much to him. So he called Rafael and explained what had occurred they still didn’t know who took Princess Isabella. Oliver called Joseph to ask him to come to help them to find Princess Isabella. Joseph told him he’ll meet them right away. After rang up with Rafael Fernando said : “We’re going to meet up with Rafael in Japan we figure it out that it’s going to be hard to find Isabella especially when who took her flew out the country god damn know where she is now.” “Rafael said if it was a political kidnapping we’ll hear some demands soon for her release if it was personal we’ll know also.” Oliver said “I’m so sorry Fernando I should been with Princess Isabella.” Fernando replied “It wasn’t your fault she had always been safe under your protection thing happen.” “We’ll find her doesn’t matter long it’ll take.” Oliver replied “I’ll promise you I’ll never give up also.” Joseph arrived inside the royal private plane. He got the updates from Fernando and Oliver. Suddenly the phone from the plane rang. Fernando picked up the phone then in an instant he turned on the TV on the plane. Everyone watched the news and became in shock with the news of Princess Isabella plane blew up in the air. With anger Fernando said aloud “No it couldn’t be the news his fabricated.” “I still feel in my heart that she’s still alive.” Oliver and Joseph were also upset their thoughts were the same as Fernando. Then Joseph said “She’s just been gone less than twelve hours the news media couldn’t find out so soon that was the royal plane of Princess Isabella.” Oliver said “Someone must have made a simulation of video with a replica of the royal plane in air and blew up like in those movies.” “The royal plane is still here in the hangar.” Fernando said “The people that have my Bella want to tell the world that she is dead but why?” Oliver said “That doesn’t make any senses.” Joseph said “I just remember I had place a small GPS chip on Princess Isabella few years back under her skin on left shoulder.” “But it has been a long times it isn’t update the only ways we can get any signal it when we are at least hundred miles away from Princess Isabella.” Fernando said “Does she know that she has it on her?” Joseph said “Yes, if she still remembers we put it on her when she became so famous in the US for security reasons.” Fernando said “She is a strong woman she’ll make sure herself and the baby is safe.”

The wonder of the word if.

During the times I was born in this world as a child growing up to adulthood I had always been asking myself at all times the words of if happen or if didn’t happen my life will be different. I was born in Asia in a small country name Laos. The day I was born I was left in the care of my grandparents with aunts and uncles. Fast forward at the age of five I was reunited with my parents that were living in Paris, France. They had sponsored me their child to come to be a family. My father had also sponsored my aunt and uncle they were my mother siblings. Even at that age I asked myself if I didn’t came to meet my parent’s will I ever know who they were. I thought my aunt was my mother instead since she was looking after me at the concentration camp in Thailand. My most memories of the day that I had met my parents were the scary ones. I was clinging at one of my aunt legs and wouldn’t let go. Even when she I had said “there is your parents go meet your mommy and papa.” I was still hanging on to her. I was having difficult times adjusting to my new environment. My parents were strangers hardly show affections or love. I was thankful that my aunt was living with us she was the only person that was there for me. She always comforted me when I was crying from the beating of my father. If my aunt was my mother she wouldn’t allow my father to beat me with a belt or be mean to me. If that woman was my mother why she was there to defend me from my father instead she let it happen. If that was my mother she didn’t show the nurturing of motherly love to me. The worst things happen in my life it was the day my aunt left us and moved across the ocean to a country called America. I was nine years old I had cried the entire day if I wouldn’t my dad said he’ll beat me. If I was my aunt child would I’ll be the happy kid in the world. I wouldn’t know the answers to my question. For the replacement of my aunt leaving my parents had asked grandma to come to be our babysitter to me and my brother that was just born. My grandma always spoiled me when she could without my parents knowing. I was the helper to my grandmother when my last brother was born I was eleven years old. I had learned to be a babysitter and became an expert at it. My second terrify experience was the day my second brother got second degree burns on him. I got blame and yield at for not looking after my brother good enough. He had slipped away from my care while I was holding my baby brother in my harms. He had ran out from my room to the kitchen naughty as he was back then he got himself burn from the huge pot of soup that was on the top of the fridge when he tried to open the door. If I had played more attentions and care that wouldn’t happen but it did. If my parents weren’t stupid enough then they shouldn’t ripped off his clothes by doing that it peeled his skins they supposed to cut his clothes making it worst they put toothpaste on the burn skins thinking that will cool it off made it burn more instead. I cried none stop my brother was in so much pains and he was only two years old at the times. If he wasn’t wearing that diaper he would had died probably or his body will be disfigure. I had the supports and caring of my grand-ma during the tough times. Few years later grand-ma left us because of a dispute with my father it was the saddest of my life, she went back home. Things I couldn’t understand during those times if I was an older then I would have. There was so much drama and chaos during those years it made my parents angry at each others they started to fight at all times so many things I couldn’t understand. My father was a bad tempered, controlling man. My mother was a self center, selfish woman. They weren’t very good parents at the end never showed any love or affections towards their kids. At the age of fourteen I had saw my mother changing her personalities. She started to smoke, drinks and went out a lot more. She was also trying to get to know me suddenly by talking to me and involving herself with my school activities. But there was always a catch at the end. Since my grand-ma left I was looking after my two brothers I was a sister and a caregiver I felt that I. My mother was counting on me at all times to look after them and doing the house duties. She was the mother that came home from work had her dinner on the table; the rest of the household duties was taking care by me or my father. She wanted to become my friend all of sudden the reasons she wanted me to take her sides when she was fighting with father. Stupid of me I did take her sides. If I had understood then I would had be more understandable toward my father. My mother put all the blames on my father for her unhappiness. I couldn’t understand the night my parents got into a fight my father lost his temper then hit my mother. I hate to see my mother being bitten I called the cops on my father. Few years later I realised myself and found out all the reasons of my parents feuds. My mother was cheating on my father. If my father had told me the true in the beginning I wouldn’t hate him so much.
At age of fifteen my parents send me to America they told me I was just going there to study and I was going to live with my aunt my father sister. But they forgot to tell me that I was supposed to tell the airport custom that I was just going to visit family instead. I was detained at the airport for hours until my aunt asked for me. It was hard for me to adapt to a new language. When I met my father sides of the family it was difficult I couldn’t speak any English or Laotian. I understood Laotian spoken with a broke speech mix with French. My father mother spoke to me in Laotian constantly since she couldn’t speak English at the end I caught up and know how to speak as well as I can without the fancy words. I got to know my relatives from my father side they were some what dysfunctional families. Who could ever thought that my grandfather would be living the upstairs apartment with his second wife ands kids and having his first wife living downstairs with her children.